"If I have seen further it is by standing on the shoulders of Giants" --Sir Isaac Newton, in a letter to Robert Hooke

Monday, June 16- Rusty Piss and Wet Feet

I had every intention of journaling yesterday, but after headaches, muscle pains, and rust-colored piss, I was too fatigued to pick up my pencil.

Yesterday morning, after stumbling out of my sleeping bag, I used half of my remaining water to cook up some oatmeal and the other half to drink, do dishes, and brush my teeth. By the time I started to hike, my bottles were dry. I had 13 miles through South Platte Canyon to go until the next water source.

The canyon was a fire pit. The area is still scarred from a fire that happened over 5 years ago. Trees were chared and toppled over, and the tallest flora were yucca plants whose blades rose no higher than my waist. This meant no shade. I overestimated my mileage on day one, and after hiking sans-water for 8 miles, I figured out that I still had five more to go before hitting a seasonal stream. The tempurature was 80 degrees and rising, along with my light headedness and jolts of pain splitting through my muscles.

After emerging from the burn area and with three miles to go until water, the extremely remote trail intersected a parking lot where cyclists were loading and unloading their bikes off and on their SUVs. I knew that someone must have had an extra pint of water. I stumbled over to a father and son who had dumped half-a-bag of ice into a cooler. They gave me the other half. Within five minutes, I had melted down the ice with my stove and sucked in a liter of water like a dry rag. I was still thursty, but it was enough to hold me over until I got to the stream, where I sat for an hour, purifying liter after liter of fresh water with tablets of iodine.
I learned my lesson. The next water source was another five miles away, which is where I set up camp. After pitching my tent and laying out my bag, I went to dip my bottle in the rushing stream to gather water for dinner. I lost my balance and sank both feet into the ice-cold run-off. I built a small fire to dry my shoes and socks, and hit the sack before I did anything else that was stupid. In the morning, I was gathering more water for breakfast when I slipped on a rock and fell in again in a second time.
I just got done doctoring some blisters. I highly discourage hiking 21 and a half miles with wet feet.

After I was finished screwing around in the water, I packed up camp and moved along. The morning was nice; it's a Monday, so I'm guessing all the biker guys went back to work. I didn't see a face until about 5:00 this afternoon when I came upon a trail mantenance crew. There were about 10 volunteers, drinking beer and preparing dinner. They offered to me to stay for dinner, and after a beer with some sweet potatoes, ham, and casserole, I hiked on into the dark. After five miles of night-hiking, I finally found some flat ground where I pitched my tent and set up camp.

I'm dead tired. I'll finish this entry tomorrow.



Saturday, June 14th- Biker Dick and Pretty Flowers

Day one has been a reminder of how I take so many things for granted. For example: running water. Right now, I have 12 ounces of water to pull me through tomorrow's breakfast and the first half of tomorrow's hike. According to my maps, the nearest water is a questionable creek about 8 miles away. My original plan was to stay the night down by the South Platte River so I could have access to plenty of water, but by the time I reached it at the 16 mile mark, my legs still felt fresh, and I had plenty of daylight left. I hiked another five miles, and found a nice piece of flat ground about 10 yards off of the trail where there was a thick bed of comfortable pine needles.


Today I saw my first ever Colorado Columbine. I counted over 10 different wild-flowers today, most of which I have seen before, and a few that I haven't. Before today, I have never understood the satisfaction that comes from walking among wild flowers. It is incredible how something so gorgeous is able to sustain itself. No pre-nourished soil from a plastic bag. No garden hose. No human intervention, no manufactured beauty. Just the sky above and the earth below.

I wasn't very far into the hike when I realized that mountain bikers are the bacteria of the Colorado Trail. They're everywhere. And it doesn't help that it's a Saturday. I was hiking the first six miles of the trail with Mom this morning when one of the motherfuckers yelled and told us to get to the right side of the trail. If any of you have ever been to Waterton Canyon, then you would know that this section of the 'trail' is more like a dirt highway than it is anything else. I hope Biker Dick eats shit on some loose gravel.

Saying goodbye to Mom this morning was hard. I hate to see her cry. After watching her hike back down the trail, I turned to the woods, and with the exception of about 10-billion cyclists, I was alone. But by 5:00 P.M. the trail was silent; I imagine all the biker guys go home to iron their slacks, catch the latest episode of whatever the hell is popular on T.V., send Jimmy to bed and hit the sack with their soccer-mom wives. ANYWAYS, the trail was alot more quiet than I thought it would be. I saw about one face every two hours, and a cute granola couple who are at a camp site about 100 yards away from mine. I stopped for a quick little 'chit-chat' as I passed, but the couple obviously wanted me gone. Not that they were being rude or anything--if I were isolated in a forest with a significant other, I'd want the intruding hiker to keep hiking his ass down the the trail so I could have wild, unashamed forest-sex, too.

Friday, June 13th- Omens

It's Friday the 13th, and I couldn't be any more ready to leave. Saw the sunset earlier tonight, and despite the superstition, the golden rays shooting out from behind purple peaks felt like a good omen. Mom did a tarot reading for me the other day. Not that I believe in tarot, (I don't believe in much of anything) but everything came out positive. I guess the upside-down devil card is not as threatening as he appears.

Hardest part about leaving town is saying good-bye to my ex-girlfriend, Lindsey. Getting drunk together last night wasn't a good idea. We fight when we're drunk. Nothing unusual, I guess. Anyways, we wrote it off this morning when we went to breakfast. We spent our last moments together in a little cafe down town over stuffed french toast and orange juice.


Spent some time with the room mates, Jeff and Pablo. When Lindsey and I broke up at the end of March, they were generous enough to let me crash on their living-room couch for three months, rent-free. Lindsey and I had signed a lease together, and I agreed to help her out with rent while living with Jeff and Pablo. By the time I get back from the trip, she'll have moved to California to live with her parents, leaving the apartment for me to live in until the lease is up. I'm going to miss her, but I'm not going to let myself dwell on this.

I'm scared. Mostly just of becoming... bored. Or lonely. I need to stay focused. By 'focused' I mean completely open and accepting of the world around me. This focus will be my saving grace.

Now I'm just writing because I'm nervous. I do that. I babble. Time to stop babbling.

INTRODUCTION

It's my first day back on the job, and right now, I'm sitting in my cubicle listining to Weezer and waiting for the bossman to call and give me the next stack of faceless files to alphabetize and stash away in an attourney's filing cabinet down the hall. My feet are sweating within my old thrift-store dress shoes, and my puke-green 'dress-pants' are fraying both at the zipper and at the bottom of the pant legs. It's no secret that I don't want to be here.

There is a map of the Colorado Trail on a bullitin board infront of me that I pinned up before I left. Back then, the Colorado Trail was a dream; now, its a fragmented memory.

Which brings me to the reason why I've created this blog in the first place. Last semester, I wrote an essay for a comp class that was about my motives for writing. I was trying to be impressive, so I did this whole extended metaphor thing where I explain how writing is like going into war, and how I like to write for the thrill, and how I want to win the 'war of writing' and be famous and all that kind of crap. I have a confession: I was full of shit. I don't get an adrenaline rush when I write, and to say it gives me a real thrill would be like saying that I love watching grass grow, or even worse, golf. I write because I can immortalize a moment. I write because saying 'been there, done that' just isn't enough. Life is full of too many delicate intricacies and facinating details to rely on memory to recall all of the beautiful particulars. I write because one day, we are all going to die, and every moment not shared and recorded may as well have not existed at all.

I've kept a journal the entire six weeks of the trip, most of which I will be sharing with you. Feel free to comment or email me; I'd love to hear your thoughts.

ANYWAYS, thanks for checking out my blog. I'll be updating this page as fast as my fingers can type, so be on the lookout.

By the way, I'm dead-fucking-broke right now, so if anyone wants to buy a T.V., bed, some comic books, or a sex-slave, I'm your guy.

Cheers,

Gavin